Friday, October 14, 2005

End of the Road

A week ago.

We gave it our best shot. We tried, we really did.

JL Semi

MX Semi

But it didn't happen.

And this is where we get off. The journey continues without us. It's been a good ride. C'est la vie.

That night, I got to thinking: Is this it? Is this what I'm capable of? Just this? Am I this mediocre? They were silly, depressing thoughts.

Luckily, my self-defence mechanism, i.e., my huge ego kicked in and reassured the fragile little geek inside. He's OK now. He got startled again during The 40 Year-Old Virgin when the toys got crushed by Steve Carell and Catherine Keener on the bed, but I beat him into submission. He's now whimpering in a corner, crying for his mummy.

Anyways.

Thanks to everyone who came, and to everyone who sent well-wishes. Much appreciated.

Peiyun was mentioning to me the other day about how rare this thing we have is. That everyone will come from all over the island, regardless of where they work or live, to support a friend.

I afraid to say that maybe I've been taking all this for granted.

So let me say this now: Thank you once more. Thank you for being there, thank you for continuing to be there, and thank you in advance for being there in the future.

Thank you for being a friend.

5 Comments:

At 8:34 AM, October 14, 2005, Anonymous Anonymous said...

awwww.... thanks for being so appreciative!

*hugz hugz*

Love ya!

btw went to see ur pic at NLB yesterday liao...

-ww

 
At 3:00 AM, October 15, 2005, Blogger Allan Koay 郭少樺 said...

hey, what song did u sing, dude?

wish i could be there.

 
At 11:09 AM, October 15, 2005, Blogger cinewhore said...

Ol' Jacky's 愛是永恆. What else?

 
At 12:47 AM, October 16, 2005, Anonymous Anonymous said...

true true....dun take tat for granted cuz when it's gone, it's gone for good. it may be due to differences in stage of life, or frequency as we all progress in life etc etc.

trust me, i been thru that too many times. no one did tat on purpose. many a times, things juz happened, and it doesnt matter if ur still the same...sigh....i sound cynical dun i? py (yeah! no longer 'somebody') ;p

 
At 2:01 AM, October 16, 2005, Blogger Allan Koay 郭少樺 said...

Jacky! i should have known.

 

gimme some mindfuckery

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